join the line pal

i told ____ i was lusting after his wife a few days ago.   i felt pressured or i was trying to find out if he knew already long ago and that one is his youtube channel for me. he seemed concerned, i couldn't get a read on him or if i was supposed to.  Thing that bothered me was that i was just driving home from work and remind myself ofreal  things, that it was just some episode i had better had clouded away by now that days had gone by, some romantic ordeal, the whole thing. that was probably not a few days ago. He seemed concerned and i noticed he was standing far from me.  i don't expect to hear from him again.  we've been drifting. i didn't expect these scenarios, or i wasn't paying attention and then

or saying things

ii texted him to meet that day, Tried to use code for our rendevous in case he wasn't apart of their thing, and they were bluffing our just casting and continouing dome production