Let's go see today's productions: a plumbing van, an ass on a seat

Women don't know how lonely I am when they pass me, hopefully they don't know I have to take a shit either.

I had somewhat of a panic attack or dark anxiety issues for most of the evening, and in the thick of it, amidst all the paranoia and troubled guessing, i never forgot, that i had to take a shit.

what does that old man say in French?

i know things are happening, i know things are happening, i mean i could give strong examples, i mean, well how do you account for that one? well, they went back and deleted the obvious examples, you wouldn't know the significance of—well, yea you do, you're apart of it, and we're just playing coy—you know all of it.    All of it.  Well, you were watching the whole time. All of it.  Funny how I can still talk. Whatever is in the works, obviously I don't know everything,  but those are too genius, how they come at me, and turn it into a masterpiece mindfuck—it's just basic science, you just gotta give him a little push, sure I get that that, i respect it, im okay with the logic of it, it's cute cause anything i say im going to sound crazy, i've seen the movies, i've seen them all... and you've seen me, look at me saying things like cute and respect—I can't believe the effort you guys put into this i mean i don't even know how to describe it— if i could  come up with the concepts you guys threw at me—concepts, threw at me—that's new art, my friends, i mean if something that tangible came from me, then sure, call me crazy, and i'll take my prize.  It could be the most interesting thing that's ever happened to me, other than the reality of it all—okay, i know that sounds crazy—the sounds...well, no need to get inappropriate—look at me, using words.  It's like someone just swooped in and exposed me and gave me a gift, and it was warm—and apparently they were all big fans, all of them.   i got the feeling they were compelled to act, that my side needed a little push, the dirty hands the retard child—apparently they love me for it, so I can complete my work.  Yea, I know, me too, I didn't know I had something to say, I'm drowsy.  It was nice of them.   They may have already completed the calcualations.  They know everything I do.  They want to be gentle with me when they tell me I'm evil.  Sometimes They drop clues to me of impending doom, dates, scenarios and tactics, but honestlySometimes They want to First they came at me hard They're kind of like 

nirvana always gotta turn it up, no matter what.  you know all of it?  yea you know

I went on a blind date last night...

...she tried to poison me...No, you get off the stage—good, then stay there....No, I'll get on the stage! ...Hey! Let go of me...