my heart like an inflated balloon

looks like it's going to pop tonight

i thought i had just won the lottery

all the monsters from lord of the rings

i thought i put to sleep

No...no!

words, buzzing, a fan, room

why do i even bother living

some of us judt aren't made to

I...I don't want to do this anymore.

why don't you just crush me like an anvil when i dream its a cartoon?

Why don't you just blow me up when I'm asleep.

I hate you.

There is no God.

Love is sex,

Love is dicks and pussies and cum.

Life is money.

Life is commerce and Donald Trump and his Russian wife.

Blow me the fuck up!